Forgive me for I have sinned....

It has been a while and sinned we surely have. Sparked by a query on why I have not been writing leads me to ask the same of myself. Thus as I glide through the clear water, the only sound is air escaping from the regulator, so does my thoughts purging itself floating towards the light above. Trying to gather itself into a coherent and sensible line of normalcy. Therein lies the flaw, coherent maybe, sensible perhaps, normalcy questionable.

Some days I feel tired....

What do I say ? What do you want me to say ? Perhaps I have said what needed to be said. It is true that history repeats itself for I am now at that all too familiar junction. Exploring the choices on how and where to spend my remaining days. As any atom in existence, motion is a necessity. Being motionless will mean to perish. That motion for me is held in check by my students. It is the only thing that is holding me back for now. How did it come to this ?